I have bad news for you: YOU ARE COMPLETELY NORMAL!! But, it's not terminal or anything. Nothin a little love and beverage won't cure.
Ahh...I see...so beverages are not the problem!!
Quite the opposite, beverages are probably the ANSWER to the problem...
"Show me the way to the next whiskey bar..."
The general theme I get from your journal is that of someone is generally optimistic and seems happy. I think that rants need to be taken in context and in the context of a journal, ranting is like free therapy. I always look forward to your journal entries, they're so peppy!
'peppy' he says hehe!!
Perhaps due to the fact that I am eternally coffee-fueled lol!
life lived at speed, with great creativity and sense of humour. Ups and down, sure- but without those there is no life. Cool!
Could be worse...could be life lived *on* speed lol!!
But I've not done that in 10 years...these days it's coffee and pro-plus: MDEC rules lol
: ) have you tried Guarana? in healthfood shops, some rainforest stuff that is in many ways as good as whizz but without the jitters, paranoia, bone ache etc
Well, the theatre stuff is coming to a head, so it's no wonder you talk about that loads. Also it's part of your longer-term ambitions. And at least your drunken nights out are worth writing about. Nah, I wouldn't worry about how you're coming across, at least you're not one of these people who posts 14 words every fortnight, usually something like "why does greg like corndogs?", which says absolutely NOTHING. Ahem, heh.
I don't know...why DOES greg like corndogs??
That would be telling, clearly.
its better to burn out than fade away etc etc
live fast, die young, leave a beautiful corpse blah blah
Ignore all the above, all I see is someone who knows what she wants and follows her desires. Top girly!
2003-12-04 08:44 pm (UTC)
Hi Vampy! I can finally post on here. ('tis 'Aloura' btw) I need someone to recommend me or something to join? However, I read from the shadows nearly daily. I'm somewhat living vicariously through you. (oh, what's she been up to now? etc..) I would have to say that your theory is pretty correct, but to me it seems like you're having a lot of fun. (aside from the heartbreak bits, that always sucks) Eventually of course, you will need to slow down, but take the fun whilst it's there I say! Once your current theater projects are over, things will simmer down and you'll take a much needed rest I think.
Miss ya loads,
(btw, was wondering the story on the 'flatmate', but of course it's not the sort of question to be answered publicly.)
I'd give you a code, but my ex had the only one I got...
I am indeed having a lot of fun...not sure if it'll wind down after xmas tho...
Re: flatmate...he had to move out...long story, but it was a long time and you know how it was going (ie. not);) Will email you sometime...or you should message him and find out:))
OK, so I'll leave anon on for posts from now on...so you can comment hehe!!
2003-12-05 09:11 am (UTC)
I just meant that you may actually get a bit of sleep (during the day) after theater is finished. Though I'm sure you'll rustle up a new project or three, hehe. I certainly didn't mean that the nightlife should stop. (I wouldn't!)
Thanks for letting me post. Been dying to! You don't have to leave anon on if you start getting inappropriate posts from people you don't want on here or something as I'm sure you did it for a reason. (My inappropriate posts don't count of course.)
I have a ton of spare codes, if you want to nick one for someone - let me know and I can email it :-)