||[Apr. 8th, 2004|03:49 am]
Miss Von Trapp
Work was fine until Jui-ehh!! began a discussion about what she wants to do with her life/what I want to do with mine...and have I done everything I wanted to do before thirty...
I became morose and miserable, and bitterly explained (through tears whilst keying) that I'd had to make so many sacrifices over the past 6/7 years that NO of course I haven't...
(hopes/indeed places at university, visitors to the house, friendships, relationships...that kind of thing...)
And the reasons why I have had to make these sacrifices...(being a mother to someone 4 months younger than myself due to his depression/severe OCD, and being stuck in a financial nightmare not of my own doing etc etc etc)
Unfortunately, I made her feel bad for bringing it up...and I got a hug as she left the building at 3am.
Here's to a better tommorrow...
Oh, and in a happier point in the evening I wrote a birthday poem for Leon...see next post.